Bound

    I thrash.
    An animal unrestrained.
    My spasms relentless.

    Sweat seems to glaze into
    an icy film between us.

    I scream.
    I bite.

    Such ecstasy.

    Orgasmic blackness falls over me.

    Aaah...
    His blood... 
    In it I read everything.
  
    Calm.
    Joy.
    Possession.
    Pain.

    All.

    His eternal bind.

    I shall never leave him.
    *Can* never leave him.

    Damn me.

    Damn him.

    His total love...

    What have I done?

Jan. '98